Kelly sat on her towel quietly, looking down, beads of sweat forming all over her body, reflecting glints from the red bulb that illuminated the sauna. She was obviously trying to decide how to ask me something … or whether to ask it.
But that was silly – we had an open and honest relationship, and she knew she could ask me anything. So, perhaps she didn’t know if she wanted to hear the answer I would give?
She finally lifted her head, wiping a drop of sweat from the tip of her nose, and smiling. “Sam …” I waited in anticipation, as her smiled faded, and she became serious. “Would you be my slave for a month?”
At first, it didn’t register. We’d talked about one of us being a ‘slave’; but, of course, I’d always assumed that Kelly would be my slave.
And now, as I realized that Kelly was a pro-domme … and remembering the stories she’d told about her experiences in the class … she wanted me to submit.
I was now sweating profusely, and wasn’t sure that it would have been much less, if we hadn’t been in a sauna.
But I’d had to expect it: There was never any doubt that Kelly would want to try things on me, ‘show off’ her skills, and see how I would react to some of the harsh things that she had learned, and that some people enjoyed.
I knew that she would introduce me to new experiences – as I had for her, nearly two years ago. And I knew that I would submit to her; because I loved her, and respected her. And, because I was curious, also. What would she do? How would I react? How painful would it be?
Sam’s eyes were closed, and his face looked a little pale, despite the heat of the sauna. I had little doubt that Sam would submit to me – at least for some defined period of time, whether a weekend, a week, or a month. But it was clear that he was already intimidated by the prospect. That was a good start.
I really hadn’t been sure that I wanted to do this – subject Sam to pain, and even embarrassment. He loved me, and would submit to me, had submitted to me. But what I wanted was for Sam to really experience submission as he would with a domme.
He’d had a taste when we had visited Elena on the first trip; but now, he should have the full experience – the fear, uncertainty, feeling of helplessness; willing your mind to please your Mistress and accept pain that your body wants to end.
It wasn’t that I was sadistic, wanting to hurt Sam. But this shared experience could help him understand what I’d gone through, and what ‘real’ BDSM entailed – something that I was certain that Sam didn’t really want. I thought about the movie we’d seen last time we were here – ‘Venus in Fur’.
And it might free him of his curiosity – near obsession – with my becoming a domme. He had been great about supporting my taking the class, and now he was scared of what I might ‘do’ to him, the unknown of what I had learned and experienced.
Perhaps one slightly harsh experience would rid him of his fears, and satisfy his desire to participate. It had been clear for a long time: Sam was an ‘s-type’, a good submissive, bottom, pet, or slave. I was more a ‘D-type’ – dominant, top, owner, or master … although we were really both ‘switches’, being able to enjoy either role.
It was getting hot in here, but I had to communicate with Sam. I stepped down to the lower bench, and Sam followed me. We re-adjusted our towels, and then Sam just looked at me, not sure what to say.
“Sam, I know that you’ll submit to me, if I ask … even if you don’t want to. That’s not a question, and this isn’t a test.” I took a deep breath, “But I think you’re curious about some of the things I’ve learned, and I’d like to share them with you.”
Now I had to think through the details. “Not everything. I’m not interested in humiliating you, or financially dominating you.” I waited for his retort, ‘You’re already dominating me!’ … but it never came. Sam was listening; and we were getting hot again.
I led Sam out of the sauna and under the shower. Then, we sat on our towels on the chaises, facing each other. “Sam, why did you want me to submit to you during our first weekend together? After I’d already spent that first day proving that I could and would submit to you.”
Sam shrugged, “Because I wanted to share some new things with you.” Then, he said, sheepishly, “And, because it turned me on. I hoped that it would turn you on, too.” And, it had; at least some of it.
Trying not to sigh, I summarized, “So, that’s why I’m asking you for this: To share some experiences with you, give you some perspective on what I learned, and see if it will be a turn-on for either of us.”
I looked at him seriously, and a bit sadly, “Look, Sam, I’m certainly not going to ‘force’ you to submit to me, ever. But if you’re not going to let me give you a taste of what I learned at Elena’s, please don’t keep asking questions about the class or my experiences there.”
It would be a win-win for me, either way; but I truly hoped that Sam would submit voluntarily. Then, we could move on from the ‘domme’ experience to new ones.
Title: Domme Experience
Author: Simone Freier
Genre: Erotic Romance
Beyond 50 Shades … Way Beyond!
DOMME EXPERIENCE is an intimate exploration of kinks and fetishes by an unlikely couple, with thoughtful and philosophical discussion by the characters, and graphic descriptions of their erotic adventures.
Kelly takes the upper hand – in a manner of speaking – exhibiting her dominant side, and impressing her parents and Sam, as roles are reversed.
Her formal training as a dominatrix leads to new and unexpected experiences for Sam. Kelly and Sam explore new cultures, and enjoy further adventures with friends, as their world travels continue. Kelly demonstrates her technical and business prowess, and the company that she and Sam founded takes off, changing their lives forever. There are a billion reasons why they should be happy. But they are unaware that a storm is brewing on the horizon.
The Experiences series is an epic love story of erotic relationships and sexual desires. Written in a ‘literary realism’ style, the series introduces Sam in the prequel, and the blossoming of his intimate relationship with Kelly as the series progresses. Fantasies and real-world adventures coalesce to mold a unique bond between unlikely lovers. Where needs are mutually satisfied in an open, creative and trusting environment. Where physical and mental boundaries are pushed. Where the concepts of love and sex are never confused, but sometimes confusing. Where openness is required and intimacy is expected. And where fair-is-fair, regarding the punishment of transgressions.
Contemporary erotic romance: Suitable for mature readers, aged 18+ years. Experiences: Book 8 is 187,000 words, 18 chapters, 621 print pages
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WARNING! This work contains mature content, including graphic sexual descriptions and scenes, and is provided for adults only. The Experiences series contains scenes of psychological and physical submission, discipline, and medical fetish. The characters explore various fetishes, which evolve throughout the series. ALL CHARACTERS IN THE BOOK ARE 21 YEARS OLD OR OLDER, and all activities are consensual
An adventuress and traveler, Simone is a sensual being who loves to read stories that excite her. She takes exception to authors who promote their works as ‘dirty’, ‘filthy’, or ‘smutty’: She believes that sex is wonderful in all of its incarnations, and doesn’t shy away from graphic descriptions of realistic sexual experiences, no matter how messy. Her writing is mainly in the ‘literary realism’ style – i.e., it is wild (even outrageous) … but could really happen to you! She values openness in relationships, and demonstrates this through her characters.
Prior to becoming an author, Simone was a nurse. One of her pet peeves is reading erotica that gets simple anatomy wrong! She is continually bewildered by women who haven’t explored their own bodies. Another pet peeve is the mostly hung-up Victorian society prevalent in the U.S. and U.K., and she tries to do her part to change that by introducing people to new sexual and sensual experiences through her erotic writing. The activities in Simone’s books are quite realistic, as she has participated in most of these in ‘real life’, as surreal as it may seem.
Simone is currently completing the Experiences series, which will run an estimated 1,000,000 words! That is why she refers to it as an ‘epic’ romance, although each volume is intended to stand on its own, with a ‘happy for now’ ending. Experiences combines literary style and philosophical discussion by the characters with graphic portrayal of sex in all of its kinks and fetishes. You may not like all of the things Simone’s characters do … but neither do they. Their exploration of new experiences will hopefully motivate some readers to explore their own sexuality to a greater extent.
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